My Space. My Life

I am really thinking about quitting work and staying at home as a housewife. I am just making sure that this is really what I want. I am getting tired of the contact center industry. Yeah, they do give an above average salary but working nights is really taking it’s toll on me. Now I am unsure if I really want to quit or I just want to rest. I am not good in making decisions. Sigh.

My mind is wandering about these days. All I could think about is leaving the company and stay at home. I want to see my husband and spend time with him. I want to be working days and not nights. I want to stay awake in the mornings and not asleep. I want a life. Is that too bad? What I am more concerned about is the salary though. I really don’t know if I can afford not to have one. Gaaah! What to do? What to do?

I’ve been out for some time. My broadband internet connection has been acting up and gave up on me a couple of days ago. Good thing they were able to fix it but not until I lost a lot of my assignments. Dang! Other than that, I’ve been busy with work, trying to prove myself, giving out more than I can. I’ve been pretty stressed! It’s was a blessing that the husband was on leave this week before he starts in his new job. I wish I’d taken a leave as well but it’s audit season so it’s close to impossible to apply for a leave.

I can’t wait for the weekend. I’d be hooking up with my family again to enjoy a day of bonding.:) Toodles!

Last Sunday, October 28, my colleagues and I had our team building at Sonya’s Garden Tagaytay and we had so much fun. Food was great, environment was great and the activities were great. After Sonya’s we went straight to Enchanted Kingdon and had great fun. Also it was a wonderful chance for me to practice and tinker with my Canon S3 IS. I’ve posted pictures at 2 of my blogs, Randomness and Nyree’s Space. Or you can check it out at my flickr site.

Let me know what you think okay?

Hello! So how is everyone?

I’m doing fine except I feel really tired and stressed from work. Enough to really make me want to quit. I work nights so I don’t get to see the husband. We don’t get to spend time except during weekends. On top of that, I don’t really enjoy what I am doing anymore. Oh, what to do? what to do? I can’t just quit work because the husband and I will be moving out from his parents house early next year. I’ve been wanting that for so long and yet I don’t know how long I can take the stress.

How is everyone? Hope you’re all well. I am setting aside time to update this blog - more for my sanity than anything else.

I’ve packed my things in the office as I will be assigned to a different site come Monday. It was a bittersweet moment. I was sad because I considered “Pioneer” as my home - career wise. Eversince I started with the company I started there. The builidng was just set up and I was a “Pioneer” in that account. I was sad saying goodbye with the friends I have, the camaraderie we have, the lunches and the ‘yosi’ breaks we had.

At the same time, I am happy and excited about the new challenges I am about to face, the people I will meet and friends I will make. After all, I won’t be moving continents. I will be just minutes away.

I guess, life’s just like that and as always, I will be strong and cope. Wish me luck!

I know I haven’t really updated in a while and I really am sorry. So many things came up.

1. Workload was extra heavy due to the shift bids. Imagine me staying at the office for 12 - 14 hours a day. Sheesh!

2. The husband was confined in the hospital for 5 days due to open cholecystectomy. A 2.9 cm gallstone and an inflammed gall bladder was the culprit.

I am still trying to find some balance between workload and taking care of my recuperating husband so please bear with me. I miss blogging though.

Special welcome to my Manager, Mr. Angelo Peralta who visits this blog!

Sorry girls, as per Angelo, he’s already taken. By a Kristine Hermosa look-alike at that! Wow! Angelo, hope to read your blog someday hehehe!

Ok, I’m off to scrap some more I am officially hooked! I love digiscrapping!

I wish I had more time to scrap. Dang! I am just starting this new hobby and yet I couldn’t find the time to do it aargh!

I hate being in the midshift, I can’t do anything anymore! I get up out of bed and I get ready for work and go home from work, check my mails (cause GMAIL is blocked here in the office BOO!) and then off to dreamland.

It’s funny how all of us are given the same amount of time and yet when I’m on the midshift, I feel like I lack time to do all the things I want to do. Heh! I guess I need to simplify my life, organize it and maybe then I’d find more time to do the things I really want to do - those that really matter anyway.